Thursday, October 26, 2006

something of little value turned into something with some value~

can i really call this a gift? no, it's more of a change of pace. there have been two things that currently roam in my mind that i thought it would be nice to share. Profits and Company or in simplier terms $$ and women.

410 strat game~ we wanna come up with something big next year to rip apart or competitors.

i had a dream this morning. It was weird, it was really brief, between noose alarms. I was there standing by a window i was readying my sniper rifle. there was a guy outside the building i was going to shoot. i opened the window so the shot wouldn't break the glass in my face. As the wind blew through the blinds i looked rightwards and saw a girl with short hair and pink v neck.
at that moment i realize that the killing of the guy for the offense was an irrational action as the offense was not deserving of death. As i walk over to the girl i realize that i've known her for a while. I ask her if we were goin' out with our mutual friend or would it just be her and me. As i hug her i hear the whisper "just you and me". It feels really comforting in her arm. i feel right in her arms. it's the weirdest thing, i don't recall anyone that gives me that feeling so i can't place her to a real person. Anyway, her and i end up in a shopping centre, i see abe and a bunch of acf pplz... the rest is hazy. it's that moment really that i wanted to describe for y'all.

Busy moments for 410, soft moments for this girl.


ever wonder what dreams mean? lol~ well i don't really know~ i do like to discuss symbolic things. I always assume it's not that i'm desperate for a girl. just think about it this way, there are more beautiful things in the world than the insanity of the mind. why not look to the better things (in the dream case, the girl) instead of insanity (like the sniping for no righteous reason)? In our Christian life it's kinda like that too. Why get bogged down with the crap when God has your back? School sucks, sure, why not. I'll give you that assumption, it could always be worse. For the guys, "a women could cut of your penis in your sleep and tossed it out the window of a moving car". lol~ There is always worse, but don't let that take away from how great God is. Count your blessings~

point of all this. i meant to share something less serious and i guess it leads to a point i was trying to avoid. What did i do of eternal value in that situation? sleep for an extra 10 mins when that dream happened. It's not always the hugely biblical things, i'm sick, sleeping is good. i do my homework for the glory of God even though i hate this world and accounting. There are many things we do and with God at the centre everything we do is found worthwhile in eternity if it brings us closer to God. Consider that and do what God says and not just what the world expects. I wrote a blog about prayer, check that out, might make you reconsider how you pray~

- E

2 Comments:

Blogger Loey said...

i've had odd dreams like that before. one involved me being chased around P-Mall by one of my male friends (i couldn't remember who it was, but i got a feeling that told me i knew the person). So yea, that's odd, especially when you can't remember who it is, or if you don't know.

Not really sure how this comment relates to anything in your post.

11:43 a.m.  
Blogger lyang13 said...

remember ernie's dream? overslept, missed class, but got an epiphany from God? priceless...haha

12:21 a.m.  

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