a little something for the gamers~
Today i entered the world of DOTA, a warcraft 3 custom game. It was interesting. (since i 'm n00b, please correct me of mistake i have made in this entry about game stuff). There has been one skill that has been floating through my head. At first the move sounded like garbage but it sounded so nice and as my housemate used it so effectively i realized why. There are many support characters that stop or slow opponents while tanks and hero killers go at 'em. This skill is one of those. It stops the targeted area from casting spells for a period of time, they can run but by the time it's cast it's usually too late for them. Magic is one of the escape tools for many. This move is called "6 seconds of silence" i believe. Isn't it so beautiful as a name? It sounds pretty pointless until it's seen in action. Yesterday i experience satan's casting of such a spell on me. It's funny how this thought has been in my head all week and now i know why.
So i was sitting at centre spot. I was sitting facing the windows staring off as my friend spoke. I do that a lot when i listen, look elsewhere that is. I saw something that made me cringe, a girl leaving the premises dropped all her food and as the door locks behind her i can clearly see how frustrated she is. I say to myself i should really offer to buy her food. I just refilled my meal card. i saw it. i can help. She walks around to come through a different door and she passes infront of me. i look her in the eye and i don't say anything. GG. 6 seconds of silence. It's all it takes for the faithful to fall and i had to pray for forgiveness right then. What am i doing???? All the meals i buy for my friends doesn't even come close to making up for this failure. So here i am, wondering and hoping that someone was faithful enough to have touched her life.
I guess here is my warning to those who think they are strong. I thought things were goin' well these days. Guard yourself. Sometimes when the enemy seems missing it's just because he's looped around and about to appear behind you or maybe he went to gangk another hero fighting elsewhere.
So i was sitting at centre spot. I was sitting facing the windows staring off as my friend spoke. I do that a lot when i listen, look elsewhere that is. I saw something that made me cringe, a girl leaving the premises dropped all her food and as the door locks behind her i can clearly see how frustrated she is. I say to myself i should really offer to buy her food. I just refilled my meal card. i saw it. i can help. She walks around to come through a different door and she passes infront of me. i look her in the eye and i don't say anything. GG. 6 seconds of silence. It's all it takes for the faithful to fall and i had to pray for forgiveness right then. What am i doing???? All the meals i buy for my friends doesn't even come close to making up for this failure. So here i am, wondering and hoping that someone was faithful enough to have touched her life.
I guess here is my warning to those who think they are strong. I thought things were goin' well these days. Guard yourself. Sometimes when the enemy seems missing it's just because he's looped around and about to appear behind you or maybe he went to gangk another hero fighting elsewhere.
posted by enochtang at 10:58 a.m.
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Awww GG
Similar story I experienced this past wed.
I was geting late for prayer meeting at church. So I rushed out, but as I walked out, the door locked behind me, and i realised i forgot all my wallet (bus pass from second year), cell phone and key. But my roommate was home so i just thought i'll walk to church and when i come back i'll ring him from downstairs buzzer. So as i walked along, one guy was offering people TTC tokens in exchange for money to buy food. I had with me 280 dollars to deposit for a company next day. I didnt wanna use it for anything since its company money. but when the guy asked me, i was in such a rush, i didnt really hear what he said, all i heard in my head was he was offering me ttc tokens for money, and first instinct tells me, i have no money, so i continuosly say that to him while walking. And he tried to convince me a few times, oh the ignorance. So i said i dont have my wallet, i'd really like to help but i cant. So after i walked a few paces, it suddenly hit me, what the heck am i doing?!?!?! I was so blinded trying to follow my own schedule when God put this chance before me to pour out his love, but i refused. So i went back to find him to offer him food, since it was close to my house, or tell him to wait while i get money. But he was gone, might have got on a bus or something. But just a story in relation to yours, i suffered for it later and had to ask for forgiveness, i wanted to punch a wall or something. *sigh, just a reminder to y'all, keep an eye open, dont do what i did.
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